Monday, May 9, 2011

One Word...Wonderful

Have you ever stared at your husband...fiance.....boyfriend and find yourself so mesmorized by what your seeing at yourside? Well I have at this boy!! (see below) It was during our long drive through the nothingness that exists between St. George and Las Vegas

Just look at this silly face, goodness!
He is my bestest friend in the whole entire world, and he has been through and helped me with so much. Its simple things like,giving me the encouragement to continue in school,telling me I'll be a GREAT teacher, even when I do not believe it myself. But I am not going to make this a post all of me pronouncing my love for this man I have been so blessed to spend not only this life with but the life after this (I just can't get any luckier than that!)


Dallas just finished his first semester of school and to see the sparkle and smile on his face when he saw his final grades, let me know it was worth it for HIM to wait until now to start school. Dallas could have started school before he got home from his mission and continue after but he didn't, for reasons that I think make sense to me now! Dallas studies hard and does so well staying up on all of his homework and works really hard for his grades! I won't lie, I wish he would have started earlier, than we could be finishing rather than starting; but everyone is different. This is the best thing for Dallas, and Dallas now has purpose in all he is doing.  I love seeing him become like a small school boy when he gets an "A" on a paper or a test. I have always LOVED him, but over this last month my love and admiration for him has deepened. One thing every marriage needs is laughter...and we got that DOWN! (waterfight in the car...so much fun!)

I feel like I am trudging through really thick mud, and every step I take is so much deeper and harder than the one before. I have felt like I am not getting anywhere with school and I am stagnate. But I'm turning my pessimisticness off and my optimistic on, I am one day closer to graduation, one more day spent with my family. I have a great family who loves and supports Dallas and I in all that we do, and often I am not as grateful to them as I should be. I love my life right now, it sure is busy with both of us running around from place to place, but coming home each night to an adorable, wonderful, husband makes everything worthwhile and one day our family will grow and I cannot wait to start that chapter of our lives. But for now bring on the mud because I know everything we are doing is for the right reasons.
And the Story is just beginning

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